Sept. 26, 2025

Messy Middle Pt 2: No More Skin to Scar

Messy Middle Pt 2: No More Skin to Scar

The messy middle isn’t just pain on the trail. It’s the storm we all try to shortcut. In this episode I dig into the temptation of hacks, pills, and perfection. From chasing sobriety with medication, to chasing races with training plans and calorie cuts, I kept looking for the magic pill that would silence the beast.

But shortcuts don’t conquer it. They just make it hungrier.

This isn’t a polished success story. It’s relapse, shame, perfectionism, weight obsession, and the ugly parts no one shares out loud. If you’ve ever asked “why isn’t this working?” or wondered if you’re the only one drowning in the middle — this one’s for you.

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Season 2

Addiction, mental health, and crisis support

  • SAMHSA’s National Helpline (Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration)
    1-800-662-HELP (4357)
    Free, confidential treatment referral and information service available 24/7 in English and Spanish.

  • Alcoholics Anonymous (AA)
    Find a meeting near you: https://www.aa.org/

  • SMART Recovery
    Provides support groups and resources for those overcoming addiction: https://www.smartrecovery.org/

Mental Health and Depression Support

  • National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (now 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline)
    Dial 988 for 24/7, free, and confidential support for individuals in distress.
  • NAMI (National Alliance on Mental Illness)
    Helpline: 1-800-950-NAMI (6264)
    Website: https://www.nami.org/

Eating Disorder Support

General Crisis Support

  • Crisis Text Line
    Text HOME to 741741 to connect with a crisis counselor in the U.S.
  • Veterans Crisis Line
    Dial 988 and press 1, or text 838255 for specialized support for veterans.


Music used in this episode

Sadness cosmo.mp3 by Bruno_ph -- https://freesound.org/s/109409/ -- License: Attribution NonCommercial 4.0

heart beat increasing 116642.wav by klankbeeld -- https://freesound.org/s/181805/ -- License: Attribution 4.0

Type 2 Sad Violin Piano Music High by rahulsawla_ -- https://freesound.org/s/759032/ -- License: Creative Commons 0

Emotional Dramatic Piano for Sad Moments by LolaMoore -- https://freesound.org/s/759785/ -- License: Attribution 4.0

 

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